Sometimes, You Just Can’t Fit In.

It’s true, there will be times when you feel you’re not on top of the world, and that so and so are doing far better than you ever will. In a world that is constantly trying to change you, you have to be either a hero, or a notorious rebel to stay the unique, beautiful…

My Next Step: Not Sure?!

When you’re unsure, take your sweet time. Relax at home, light up a few and write down a few stories, read a few books and don’t shower for as long as you want. Get up late every morning, and enjoy being lazy. Once you’re out of the ‘I need to catch up on all the…

The Purpose Of My Existence?

Why do I feel comfort in solitude? The passing of cars nearby, people talking distinctly in the background, that I can hear all the way up to my room on the first floor of this house, and it makes me feel so cosy and comfortable. The silence in the yet to come winter air, slowly…

So Here It Is: My Epiphany.

Just realizing that it is HIGH TIME for anything to be let go in your life, is a good alarm on it’s own. Not realizing it ever, well, you stay mediocre throughout your life. You earn money from your mode of work, sure, but you never are fully satisfied of the life you’re living. You…

Chester, You Were Always There.

I honestly don’t know what I would’ve done without ‘Meteora’, and if I had not visited that music store way back in the day, by the name of ‘Radio City’. It had recently opened in my area, in Defence, Lahore, where I live. I have lived here since forever, and I know most of the…

Finding The ‘Place’ Deep Within.

When you cannot bring your thoughts to rest, in the middle of the night. When the cold night air blows, and you hear it whistling through your windows. When time comes to a standstill, and your partner lies besides you in bed, not having a worry in the world, slipping into the shadows of the…

Sometimes In Life, You Need To Do Things You Never Wanted To.

So this isn’t really a rant, but something of truth which I need to tell all my fellow readers. Sometimes in life, you just have to do things that you never thought you would have to. Sometimes in life, horrible things happen, completely unexpected. Sometimes in life, you have to smile through the worst of…

I Don’t Know Why, But I Feel Depressed.

Those who are reading this, I want them to know that they can, too, be a victim of this and that depression always comes unannounced. However, you can get help, and you can get out of it. Another thing I would like to add is that not everyone understands depression, and it is extremely hard…

What Harry Really Meant.

What he actually meant when he said he loved you, was that he wanted to control you, your mind, your body and your soul. What he meant when he said he wanted you, was your entire being, only to himself so that no one else would be able to cherish the amazing person he had…

The Pill is the Cure.

Sitting, thinking, procrastinating, wall-watching, reminiscing, past memories. Tears, sadness, grief, empathy, tender loving and kindness, more procrastination, remorse over times spent in sadness, tragedy and grief, thinking of all that’s lost, lost friends, lost lovers, lost belongings, lost words, lost beauty. Hatred for self, sleep deprived, plans for tomorrow, the pill, settle down, relax, thoughts…

In a Constant State of Oblivion.

Making myself feel drugged in this mask of oblivion I wear, Slowly fading like the stars into sunlight, until its dawn again A glimmering beam of hope, passes by, unnoticed, Yearning for some connection, a word of encouragement when there’s none The clowns all laugh at my soul, tossing it around in the distance, Tie…